SO! here it goes people. 10 reasons why i do not want to have kiddos/am not ready:
- the obvi-i have 0358902385075 things to do/figure out in my life time before it no longer is MY lifetime.
- i have dogs, dogs which i love like children. when my dogs are sick-i am sick-with fear, stress, sadness....how can i handle feeling THAT way about real humans? i cannot fathom the idea.
- finn was fixed on friday. getting things done around the house, myself showered and fed, and keeping the other fur-babies away from him was a TASK to say the least-bravo parents of three. and bravo single parents! how u do it i do not know (an am not ready to know:).
- teen mom 1&2....enough said.
- naps. again, enough said.
- THIS unreal story that scares me, makes me cry, and makes me smile all at once
- my severe lack of patience
- i can hardly take care of myself....i mean really....having a home, 3 pets, a job and a person (husband) on top of just myself to take care of is too much as is!
- house.....
- the pressure of advising a live, guiding a person, caring for the development of an actual human far surpasses my current ability. needless to say-i'll know when i'm ready-the lord will guide me in a way that will help me to believe in my ability. period.
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